hi friends of LJ. months have past since i last updated.
sad to say some of my 'real' friends are gone. idk if its me or is it just them. every one of us is either too busy with life or with another person. funny how we were so close yet now we act like strangers.  to julailah if you ever read this. idk why we are so distant. you cancelled our plans too many times and every one of them last minute. still remember when i was all ready to go out and ive received a text fr you saying yousre going out with your other friends instead. not even a sorry from your mouth. idk who you are now already. too busy with life? there's no such thing as busy. if you really do care you will defo make time. even if its just 10 minutes ill appreaciate those moments like God knows what. On a brighter notoe bestfriend just called and that somehow made my night. Along with meeting Taslim after work. I know im blessed in one way or another. Oh fyi im not dating anyone. Taslim's just a close friend. nothing more and i mean it. Though at times i wish there's more, i know we can't get along that well. May he find someone better along the way. I'll pray for you. I believe I exist in people's life to make them happier and to give them hope. I dont want all this lovey dovey bullshit relationshit life. I mean who doesnt wants? Prolly now not is not the time. Not anytime soon. I still need a degree and a car and own house before I can think of other stuffs. 
"Not respecting yourself is the same as committing suicide at a slow rate."

happy fasting!

 

 I know Ive ditched my LJ since I got twitter.
Well things had been rough for me, I'm quite contented with what I have now.
Don't need anyone now. Just prolly someone to talk to at times but not someone to cling onto.
& I think at times Im too friendly cause people either get irritated or they start falling for me 
Fuck you la. haha i just got the feel to say that.
Anything leave me a message by any means okay. Email sms or whatever.
you nutcracking whore